How tough it is to detach from everything around you?

How can you live a life with absolute ignorance on everything is that is happening around you.. How can you be selectively involved or force participate based on choices made by someone else.

How would life be if you are not allowed to make a choice on the stuff you eat as well. How to show bonding on one occasion and not on another. How to turn a blind eye to all unnatural or illogical circumstances your are drawn into?

How to live and die at the same time? how do you cage yourself and free at the same time? How to be deaf and mute on all injustices around you? How to mix sad and joy moments in the same moment? How to ignore the fact that all you are is just a card in a bigger scheme of things?

How to put all the events which are turning black and white every other moment in perspective and make sense out of it and make a connection back to your life? how to make sense of everything that occurs inside and outside of YOU?